At the reunion someone said someone was dead. I look in the mirror. A stranger’s face, impassive and empty, looks back. I should turn up the Bach sonata. I should set fire to the prairie. Every night I should lie down and travel out along the black branches of the interstate and return to the same address - a room full of light, bread and knife on the table, and a weepy bride shrouded in the glare of a sunny window.
Smith & Wesson Smith & Wesson This Car Is Protected By Smith & Wesson. This car has a nice mom and an incontinent dad. Steaming valves of bliss hiss every two hours. A blanket rests on the back seat, mom’s soul. A pair of gloves lies on the passenger side of the front seat, incontinent dad’s soul. Smith & Wesson, in the trunk, screaming, the kidnapper driving away.
She would often bare her teeth to warn him away. A frustrated animal, he would in turn pace the entire length of the garden. Sometimes he brought back a flower, a tamarind pod, a nest. Once a ripe chrysalis, which she had pried open, forcing a Monarch into life. At these moments she smiled her rare smile as he watched, wary: her muddy feet, thin tight breasts. So began the first attempts at negotiation in Eden.
Days & nights here don't change anything. Sun & moon both light the same flat land, wind-torn casuarinas, boats pulled up to dry in driftwood lanes. Here on the coast, where crabs tip-toe around kerosene lamps lighting our fathers’ way home. Here where fish gasp out the sea’s secrets through jeweled gills, where coconuts travel to lands we only dream of. Which is why when the wave came, we never had a chance.