I feel this familiar itch of a fly on my leg. I try to kill the fucker, but it’s fast. A minute goes by, again it lands. I swat, it evades. This has been going on for days. It’s driving me nuts. I look at my TV. There on Bundy’s face, the fly stares at me, mocking. A moment of madness takes over and I hurl a beer bottle at it. I regret it instantly. My TV explodes into a mound of glass. Again the fly lands on my leg.
Jacob didn’t have to open his eyes to know that he was lying on wet cobblestone. The once pink-lit, loud alley outside the Barking Lily was drained of color and sound. The band had finished their set and all he could hear was water falling from a downspout. He steadied himself against a brick wall, almost smiled at the thought of his explanation. Cell phone, gone. Wallet, gone. But the smell of her was still on him.
I know you'll never read this. Make me love you more. I ran for ink today. A tarot reader told me. Tapping feet. Behind shades. I sniffed unspoken secrets. The city never stops. Fume infused lungs. Sweating out subverted panic. An accordion accosted my frenzied state. I searched for you. Tugging my hair. Biting my lip. Slower. Stretching. I believe I am your trump card. A blank sheet of paper...
The woman’s liquid-chocolate eyes fixed on mine. As her marzipan hand passed the tickets to Gran she sneezed sherbet. It sprayed and stung me and I reached out to grab one of her shiny black liquorice curls. She nearly got to me first with her candy-pink finger nails, but I snapped one off clean. Then another, for Gran.
We sucked on them during the film. So much nicer than popcorn.